Saving this here so we have it (for when he inevitably deletes this due to lack of donations:
Hi, my name is Mark. I'm originally from Brockton, MA, just south of Boston. My parents and I moved here to the beautiful state of New Hampshire when I was a freshman in high school. It was a private high school I attended at first before I made a poor choice prior to 10th grade at the local public school. That choice haunts me to this day and has affected the greatest harm on my life and ability to maintain a residence the last few years and close personal, healthy, happy, romantic relationships are rendered virtually impossible to achieve and maintain. Let me tell you a story.
Since I was a young child of about 3 or 4 I've known there's something very difficult about me. Since 4 years old I knew there was special meaning to my life, above that of other children. I was not told explicity nor shown implicitly about my special make up. I inferred it from some, many unique signs were hidden all around me. They made no connected sense so I just began accepting that there were no discernable answers forthcoming, and stopped questioning them.
After discovering cannabis in 9th grade the private school I attended suggested it would be a waste good money to send me back the next year, that I would be better off at the public school. So, for reasons unbeknownst to me, I was feeling no motivation to excel and grow into the best of the best children who I grew up around. So, I sat at our dinner table and chose the most remedial classes in every subject thinking I'd ace em all no sweat, and I'd spend all my time partying it up with my new group of "friends".
Well, I failed every class, was expelled from school and the new group of friends I had chosen for their lack of care about station in life, turned out to be a fairly unmitigated disaster.
See, I never worked up to my potential in youth, so I chose the path of least resistance. I chose a lifestyle far from befitting the development of my natural skills and talents. These friends knew nothing of challenging themselves to improve nor hold anyone to a higher standard. What I wanted and still do, more than anything out of life is to find care, love and respect. I chose a life where it looked as easy as aceing all remedial classes that were far from worth my time. Foolish, I was plain foolish and lazy. I spent the next 35 years beating my heart against walls that just didn't get how special I was. Ugh!
For the last 3 and a half years my life, my property, my person and my liberty has been under assault from every angle. I've had my communication devices such as my phones, laptops, desktop pc, tablet and all my accounts compromised, hacked, to the point I call my doctor or phone company and often receive the hackers on the line instead, pretending to be who I called. My location is known at all times, my housing is chosen for me by criteria not shared with me. I consider myself under surveillance 24 hours a day. I'm free to go about my life with very small parameters. My life has essentially been hijacked. Hijacked by folks who were loved ones, and others, they love me so much they all vanished from my life with no contact immediately upon my mother's untimely death in July of 2002. This is exactly what it looks like, a coordinated effort, a program to teach me life lessons, eliminate any and all substances and other vices or so they are seen as by those with power over me.
At 52 years old, I can make my own life decisions well, I'm unnaturally in perfect health after being in such poor health I was awaiting imminent death. I have no signs of the substance abuse or other mental health disorders I suffered with most of my life. I still use alcohol, tobacco and 1 controlled and scheduled substance to no harm to myself physically, addictively or any other problematic behavior. I harm no one else, yet I'm constantly under a barrage of thefts, efforts to turn my behavior into one befitting Jesus Christ of Nazereth. It's awful and the actors running the programs will not relent and I will not either. So, we are at a constant state of stalemate.
After everything from psychological torture techniques, charachter assassinations, slander and libel of the worst kind, and much more, I stand tall, proud, competent, confident, wise beyond my years from a life lived in a dynamic fashion the likes I've never seen or known in any other person.
I stand here one of the best human beings one could imagine, the best and most talented of men, with a deep love for all humanity and the natural universe we exist in. I've studied and worked hard my while life to build a deep understanding of humanity, it's nature, abilities, history, religions, ideologies, sciences, engineering marvels and much more. I have discovered keys to mysteries of life, the universe, everything. I'm going to be sharing my discoveries with the world at no charge, for free. This is our story, this is who we are, this is the user manual for your humanity, why would I charge for something everyone can and ought to know for themselves, first hand.
As a race, our timeline from the beginning til now shows not a penchant for self destruction. Quite the contrary, our trajectory is uniquely human, ascending upward at times at steep angles. We progress from the subhuman to greatest of all creatures, civilized, technologically advanced, wealthier in mind, body, charachter and material riches than any previous time in history.
On the eve of our next leaps forward I'd like to say, I need help pioneering and piloting this ship to the future.
I'm sitting here, in the cold, homeless with no money coming in for almost 2 weeks. This I the 3rd time I 3 years I'm in such a condition, through no fault of my own.
I'm going to be writing a daily online journal so everyone can witness my progress or shortcomings so you all can decide for yourselves whether I'm worth giving assistance and support.
It's very cold here in New Hampshire at the moment. To stay warm, dry, clothed and fed I need a Mr. Heater Lil Buddy propane heater from Walmart, Home Depot or Lowes for around $75. A 20 lb tank of propane for $55, a Mr. Heater Propane Delivery Hose for $35. A new tent for $50. I also only have 1 outfit and jacket on hand at the moment I've been wearing for over a week with no shower. $100 for clothing would be helpful. $40 for rides to pick me up and drop me off after picking up my belongings from my former apartment I was just evicted from for no valid reason. The apartment is paid up for 2 months to the tune of $2200 my former landlord is not likely to hand over to the rightful place.
So, that is $320 to get through the cold snap and into the rest of the winter should I be unable to fund adequate housing I'm looking forward to finding success at.
Another $60 would be greatly appreciated for a little beer, tobacco and possibly taking a woman I enjoy very much out for some appetizers or something else small. Or pick up some inexpensive Christmas decorations to make it a nice, warm, colorful holiday she may find meaning and goodwill on.
Any questions at all please feel free to ask. These days I'm as honest as the day is long.
Thank you.
Merry Christmas everyone. Please look forward to my new daily journal of honest experiences as I go along.
Mark D. Yeskis
Concord, NH 03301
www.gofundme.com
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